These
last ten months have been better than I could have ever thought of or imagined
them to be. God knows what He is doing with my life. I thought I knew what I
was doing, but God humbled me. He showed me who I really was: a prideful,
selfish fool. However, He began a good work in me. When I signed up for Ignite,
I had no idea I would be learning the things I am learning. I just saw the Jesus
who Pastor Michael Rozell and Jordan Cole knew, and I wanted that. All my
childhood I wondered if there was really an eternal God who loved me and had a
plan for my life better than what I could come up with, and I found out that
there is! As I have submitted to God being the Potter and me being the clay, He’s
taken me through a process. It hasn’t always been sunshine and rainbows, but
the result of God’s work in one’s life is beautiful and I have gotten to
experience that. God has broken through my stubbornness, allowed me to break
and sit in the living water, His Word. Out of that brokenness, He’s been
restoring me and giving me life unlike I ever knew. There is a God and He has
called me by name.
Kazden Colpitts' Pursuit of God
Tuesday, November 1, 2016
Sunday, August 28, 2016
Come, Follow Me
Luke 18:22
So when Jesus
heard these things, He said to him, “You still lack one thing. Sell all that
you have and distribute to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and
come, follow me.”
This man who Jesus is speaking to is
described in Luke 18 as a rich, young ruler. The man had kept all of God’s
commandments since his youth. He was a good person yet Jesus said, “You still lack one thing.” Then Jesus
tells him, “Sell all that you have and
distribute to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow
me.” The man’s response was sorrow because he was very rich. His heart was
attached to his present wealth and security even though Jesus promised him
eternal treasure if he would sell all he had and followed Him. He didn’t want
to give up his life to follow Jesus. He had made it in the world and didn’t
want to give up that security for a life of uncertainty and surrendering of
rights to God. What he didn’t see was that his good life was an illusion that
would disappear the moment he passed on from this short life and that he would
have treasure in heaven if he was obedient. Jesus went on to say, after
observing the rich man’s response, “Assuredly,
I say to you, there is no one who has left house or parents or brothers or wife
or children, for the sake of the kingdom of God, who shall not receive many
times more in this present time, and in the age to come eternal life.” Not
only would he be gaining treasure in heaven, but he would also be gaining the
better life in the present time.
As I
am reading and thinking about what Jesus said about the rich young ruler, I am
challenged as a Christian. I have decided to follow Jesus, but there are still
things I haven’t let go of. The life I have to return to after I go back home
is something that could keep me from taking this step that Jesus told the rich
young man to do to inherit eternal life. My identity and earthly treasures that
were so closely associated with my lifestyle before I set out on this trip to
follow Jesus are still back home, tempting me to go back to the pursuit of
worldly success. I’ve given a portion of my life to Christ, but there is still
a part of my life I haven’t fully surrendered to the Lord. There’s an open door
for me when I get back home to get a higher education and begin a career that
will set me up to accomplish my childhood dreams of becoming a rich business
man. The path I was on before I took this year to seek the Lord is still put on
pause, and I don’t want it to hold me back from giving all to follow Jesus. I
sure don’t want to miss out on what God wants to give me. He’s already given me
eternal life, and He’s worthy of my whole being. The plans he has for me in
this life are far greater than anything I could think of or imagine. With those
promises, I’d be a fool to spend my life chasing my own dreams. He may even
give me the desires I had for my life, but I want to follow Him. Saying no to living
a really good life is a joyous thing when I consider that God wants to give me
an even better life, even if it means suffering for His name’s sake, surrendering
all that I have, and giving to the poor to follow Him. I’ve had this sense that
God created me to do something great, but the motive behind it is no longer for
my own glory but for God’s glory. I want to follow Jesus. Without Him I am a
miserable kid with a bunch of toys and a selfish plan for my own life that
won’t produce any eternal fruit. I want to follow Jesus. This life is a loss
without Him.
Application:
Ask the Lord for a pivotal change in my life that would set my course on
following Jesus, separate me from anything of my old life, and store up for me
treasure in heaven.
“Brethren,
I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those
things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I
press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 3:13-14
Honoring the LORD First
Matthew 23:9
“And call no man your father on earth, for you have
one Father, who is in heaven.”
We are commanded to honor our father and
mother, yet Jesus tells us in Matthew 10:27, “Whoever loves father or mother
more than Me is not worthy of me…” The greatest commandment gives the most
clarity on this son to parent relationship in Matthew 22:37-40, “You shall love
the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your
mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it; you
shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depend all the
Law and the Prophets.” What I believe God is saying is obey me first and
foremost. He is the ultimate authority I am to obey. I am to honor my parents
but God’s guidance is to be the judge of my decisions.
The decisions I’ve had to make so far in
my life have largely been influenced by my parents’ guidance. Doing sports,
traveling, going to college, getting jobs, and future plans have been or are
issues that I’ve had to bring before my parents, as well as many others.
Perhaps the decision of the most tension and debate between my parents and I
has been of going to university. After finishing my Associates Degree from
community college while finishing high school, I was given the opportunity to
go to the Potter’s Field Ministries Ignite Program. I knew God wanted me to go
but it became a trial I had to walk through between my parents will and God’s
will for my future. I did want to go to honor my parents by going to university
but I knew I needed to obey God’s will, which was to spend a year away from
home, seeking the Lord before I made any more moves that affected my future.
Seven months into this program, I knew I made the right decision by obeying my
heavenly Father. Obeying my heavenly Father’s guidance has opened so many
opportunities and given me so many amazing experiences. I have learned and
continued to learn a lot about God and trusting Him in this time that I could
have only got by saying yes to His counsel.
This does not rule out honoring my parents
because it’s a commandment still. I do need more wisdom on my future and
honoring my parents and that’s why this verse popped out to me when I read it.
I do have a dad but he’s not my heavenly Father. I love my dad very much and
want to show him respect the way God would have me. My dad really wants me to
go to university, at least for my Bachelor’s in Business Degree. I want to go
but I haven’t gotten clear counsel from the Lord about it. The opportunity is
not very clear right now, but I can trust in God that He will give me counsel
and wisdom on where to make the next move when the time is right.
Application:
Pray and seek the Lord for wisdom and counsel from God on how to make decisions
about life, particularly about going to university and what lies ahead of this
season. Also, I will seek the Lord for how I can be obedient to Him and honor
Him in the season I am in now so I don’t miss out on His presence now and how
He would speak to me today, even concerning my future. Also, I will pray for a
stronger trust in Him and letting Him be my Father, teaching me the way He
would chose and guiding me in His ways.
Unless the Lord Builds the House
Psalm 127:1
Unless the Lord builds the house, those who build it
labor in vain.
Unless the Lord watches over the city, the watchman
stays awake in vain.
I’ve
heard it said once, “Your greatest fear shouldn’t be that you won’t succeed;
your greatest fear should be that you succeed at something that didn’t matter.”
I’d like to think that if I knew life was in vain I would spend it to the
fullest in vanity than complacently not do anything. Whoever wrote that quote
must have understood that there was something to live for, and you don’t want
to miss out on it. If all I had was this life, I wouldn’t want to miss out on
its temporary pleasures, but there is meaning and purpose in life and many miss
out on it.
Life
does matter to God. He doesn’t want us to live in vain. He will let us live our
lives’ how we want if we reject Him, but He has a plan for our lives if we
would say yes to Him. Jeremiah 29:11 says, “For I know the thoughts that I
think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you
a future and a hope.” In God’s word there are promises of this better life.
It’s as if God is waiting for us to find Him so He can give it to us. Without
God we are bound to live in vanity. Our flesh does not naturally seek out God’s
way; we seek out our own ways that lead to death. By God’s grace, we can live
that life that the Lord desires us to live. We don’t have to labor in vain if
we find His purpose for our lives. By failing to find that purpose, we will get
to the end of our lives and wish that we would have searched for it. Matthew
7:24-25 says, “Everyone then who hears these words of mine and does them will
be like a wise man who built his house on the rock. And the rain fell, and the
floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house, but it did not fall,
because it had been founded on the rock.” When we accept Jesus as our Lord and
Savior, He sets us on the Rock. Then He begins to reveal His way and invites us
to walk in it as Ephesians 2:10 says, “For we are His workmanship, created in
Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk
in them.” God already has a plan and a purpose that He prepared before we even
knew that it existed. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My
ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts,” as Isaiah 55:9
says. God knows something about us that we often reject. He knows that our ways
and our thoughts are chaff compared to His. If only we believed that He won’t
fail us and that He has a life in store for us that was designed by Him, the
Creator Himself, we would begin to live a life of true meaning and purpose.
It’s not like our ways that are flawed and end up getting us into trouble; He
will be there to teach us and guide us in every trial along the way, delivering
us from evil and guiding us in the ways of everlasting, until that work that is
our lives, is completed.
Since I began this journey of seeking for the Lord’s plan and purpose for my
life, God has taught me many lessons. The flaws that I have as a son of the
world, my heavenly Father has been making straight. Just in this year, God has
really straightened my paths as I’ve been acknowledging and trusting more in
Him. The flaws in my personality, which I never expected God to change, have
been bending into the personality that the Lord wants for me. There was so much
greed, jealously, anger, bitterness, and other sin that the Lord has been at
work on in my life, and is yet continuing to work on. As far as the plan for my
future stands, God knows it and will lead me to fulfill it. I will trust Him
with my future and give Him my worries, as I have spent too much anxious time
in thought of it already.
I am for peace, but when I speak, they are for war!
Psalm 120:7
I am for peace,
but when I speak, they are for war!
I’ve
heard people say, “There is power in the tongue.” Words have a way of wounding
others to the core. How often have I said something that had offended someone
deeply? Too many times to count. It is often the case that I said something I
never intended to mean. People don’t seem to know what I mean but rather take
it as a threat. It would have been better had I kept my mouth shut than spoken
what had the potential to offend another. By the grace of God I’ve been
forgiven of my sins.
As
the verse, Psalm 120:7, says so well,
“I
am for peace, but when I speak, they are for war!”
Sometimes
I say something I don’t mean, but what I do mean I don’t say. Something my Mom
used to tell me as a kid was, “Say what you mean and mean what you say.” She
knew I meant well but I miscommunicated. It was always my words getting me into
trouble. So many arguments and fights began because I said something passively
offensive with no intention of causing what followed those comments. I realized
that if I’m ever going to conquer the power the power of my tongue, I need to
know how to communicate correctly.
Conquering
these sins in my life calls for me to be depended on God. In Matthew 26:40-41
it is written about Jesus,
“And
He came to His disciples and found them sleeping. And he said to Peter, “So,
could you not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray that you may not enter
into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
In a
similar way I need to be in the spirit if I am going to have victory over the
temptation to speak words that aggravate others. Psalm 120:1-2 says,
“In
my distress I called to the Lord, and He answered me. Deliver me, O Lord, from
lying lips, from a deceitful tongue.”
The
Lord is faithful. He will answer those who are in distress. As I’ve been calling
to the Lord, He’s been faithful to give me a spirit that is willing. I’ve heard
it said that you cannot fix a problem with the same mind that created it. My
flesh cannot fix a problem with the same flesh that created it. Instead, as
Jesus pointed out in Matthew 26:41, I need a spirit that is willing, and that
spirit only comes from the Lord. The Holy Spirit has the power to deliver me
and tame my tongue. He has the power to change me and make my words build up
rather than tear down others.
Application:
Seek the Lord and ask Him to continue giving me power over my tongue. I will
ask the Lord for a spirit of love and peace when I speak and that I would build
up others with my words.
Saturday, July 30, 2016
Wisdom for All Things, Even Eating
Proverbs 25:16
"If you have found honey, eat only enough for you, lest
you have your fill of it and vomit it."
I
have found that the Bible contains in it wisdom for life: spiritual life as
well as physical life. The book of Proverbs has been speaking to me in ways
that I never expected, and today I came across this one at the top of the page.
Further on in chapter 25 in verse 27 I read another warning about the same
thing, “It is not good to eat much honey, nor is it glorious to seek one’s own
glory.” As I have been assessing my life by reading through the book of
Proverbs, I have come to observe that in my own life I make the same mistake
over and over again. Gluttony is a sin that Proverbs 23:21 says “will come to
poverty.” Recently I was craving something sweet because I hadn’t dessert in a
long time. I was becoming unhappy with the wonderful, healthy meals I have been
receiving three times a day of which I did not have to make or clean up. This
unhappiness was the same problem Israel was having when God was feeding them
manna in the desert but they were craving meat.
The
other day I had the opportunity to eat cake. I did not hold myself back at all.
Of course, I had my fill and felt sick afterwards. I learned my lesson. When
the Bible makes a warning and I choose not to observe it, there is no question
that I will reap the consequences. This goes for simple things such as eating
too much of a sweet thing as well as the eternal consequences of rejecting
Jesus Christ. I learned that there are consequences for eating more than
enough, but it warned me of much greater consequences too.
Application:
Pray and seek the Lord for discipline when it comes to eating that He would
remind me that I reap the consequences of my own actions next time I get a
chance to eat a dessert, and also that He would keep me from going down those
roads that lead to destruction in any form and instead lead me in the ways of
wisdom.
Having a Good Name
Proverbs 22:1
“A good name is to be chosen rather than great riches,
loving favor rather than silver and gold.”
What
does it mean to have a good name? It is having a good reputation, being someone
who is known for conducting himself well, who isn’t deceptive, who is well
liked, who has integrity, and good character. It also means they walk in the
light and are open with others. A man who has a good name is a man who people
trust. God’s word says that a good name is to be chosen rather than great riches.
Many people are willing to compromise if it means hanging on to or gaining more
wealth. When it comes to a point where character is on the line in order to gain
wealth, a good name can be acquired or lost.
Keeping
a good name must be more important than getting ahead financially if a man is
to have a good reputation. Even if no one sees me compromise, God still sees me
and is the One who watches over my life. It is often what is done in secret
that comes out in public somewhere down the line. The man who fears the Lord
will not go down that slippery slope that always begins with a small
compromise. When the love of money ensnares a man, there is telling of the
extent to which he will go to hang onto that money of which he so cherishes. I
no doubt have been in places where I had the choice to justify my convictions
to increase my money. The presence of the Lord is too precious of a thing to
risk than achieving my financial goals, but I must remain vigilant and zealous
for the fear of the Lord because I can very easily fall into the bondage of the
illusion of money. Let alone my reputation, God is jealous for me and wants my
heart. He doesn’t want riches to have power over my heart. The Lord will give a
good name to the one who choses Him rather than riches.
The
fruit of having a good reputation is favor. Doors open up to good character.
How often in life do I get judged on my past reputation? Thankfully I am still
young and have not had my character on the line. Neither have I developed a
solid reputation that people expect of me yet. Now more than ever is the best
time to take my character more seriously. I never want to find myself in a
position so far away from God that I make a compromise and my whole integrity
gets shattered. I know I am only one mistake away from losing a good name. Putting
up boundaries for myself could keep me far from crossing that line of no
return.
Application:
I have recognized a need for boundaries in my life. One line I have been close
to crossing is in my speech. When I get wound up in a situation and lose
thought of others, it’s easy to make a comment that I wish I could take back.
After making the comment I don’t take ownership of it. I have let a habit of
complaining and antagonistic speech enter my heart and am recognizing a need to
repent of it and ask the Lord to begin working in that area of my life. It has
the potential to give me a rotten reputation that the Lord hates and I
certainly don’t want to be known for. How can I put this into application? Pray
and ask the Lord that He would forgive me and begin to work and give me
revelation in this area of my life. Also, I will seek counsel from wise
teachers.
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